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"Some believe in destiny
& some believe in fate
But I believe happiness is something we create." ∞


walking out of an exam you knew you failed


(via hardlyasian)

"There are two reasons why people don’t talk about things; either it doesn’t mean anything to them, or it means everything"
Luna Adriana (via kananz)

(Source: silly-luv, via starryofmylife)


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"I was so afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before because you hurt me so bad before. I was afraid to be vulnerable. I was afriad of you and the way you make me feel."
Brooke Davis (One Tree Hill - Season 3, Episode 9)
"I become attached to people I shouldn’t. I distance myself from the people who matter. I am bad with people. I am good at being alone. But I hate being lonely."
(via tchitsnathan)

(Source: oceanflowerbird, via jeaannguyen)

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Miranda Kerr by Chris Colls for Sunday Style, May 2014.
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Amazing Zodiac Facts Here
→ 3:43 pm

You expect me to move my stuff when I have no where to put all that shit because you couldn’t even clean up the fucking floor for when I move back in. It’s your shit, not mine. I told you weeks ago to fucking clean your shit up. My closet is not a fucking storage. It is my closet. I get anxiety looking at all that shit. 

It’s time to start writing again.

What if I did college differently?

There are the days where I just think this way, and it’s terrible. But it’s always a what if, or did I make a good choice.

It starts off with what if I didn’t go to NIU. I wouldn’t have gone through what I have went through this past school year and semester. One part of the reason I decided to go to NIU, when I was in high school, was because of a boy. Coming to NIU I wasn’t with him and finishing off my first year I lost him completely.

What if I went to a different school out of state? I would be away completely from my life. I would have changed in a different way. People wouldn’t know who I am or could easily find out who I was. I’d be a random girl from the city of Chicago. I’d be able to explore outside of Illinois.

What if I waited until second semester or sophomore to rush, like I was suppose to? I would have had a clearer mind about everything and learned about different sororities. Maybe my grades would have been different. I wouldn’t have gone through the bad things that has happened?

What if I joined a different Panhellenic sorority or an Asian-Interest Sorority? Would things be any different? If I was in an Asian sorority would I have been satisfied to remain in the Asian community? 

See, I tend to think those things.

Yes this year and semester has brought a lot of pain in my life, but it has also brought happiness.

I think about all the good memories I have made and all the amazing people in my life and sometimes, that answers my questions.


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